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[25 Jul 2005|04:11pm] |
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I'm so sick of uni, and we've only been back for a week, i just can't be bothered with anything right now
Right now i feel like this...
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[19 Jul 2005|04:48pm] |
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freestylers - push up |
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I love my iPod...
that's all i have to say.
P.S. I don't know how it escalated into the series of unfortunate events that took place between us, but i knew it wasn't worth losing a good friend over. So KJ, i really am sorry.
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| far out... |
[08 Jul 2005|12:08pm] |
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There's something terribly wrong here, i've never felt like this before, i'm beginning to obsess about my weight. Seriously what's wrong with me, i feel about as fat as that kid looks. OK not that fat, but the point remains, i'm concerned. Is it true what they say...you put on all the weight over winter, or is it because i have won the heart of my man and no longer need to woo him...no, it's just because i'm lazy. WOW...listen to me. Oh well, i have free use of the facilities at Kooyong TC, pool, gym, tennis & squash courts, so i'll get stuck into it there...Phew, there's still time.
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[17 Jun 2005|04:52pm] |
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WHOOT!
I now work at the Kooyong Lawn Tennis Club, everyone be happy for me, i no longer am involved with fast food! I went for my interview today and she's like:
"do you know how to use a coffee machinne?"
-no
"do you know how to pour tap beer?"
-no
"do you know how to serve wine?"
-no
...oh well...you're hired...when can you start
so now i start on wednesday
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| how bizarre |
[31 May 2005|02:25pm] |
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i had this really strange dream last night
i started out as a contestant in the amazing race which would be awesome!!
then i had to find one of the clues and it was at the bottom of this really murky river somewhere in europe
nick and i got the clue first and were winning so we left for our next destination
we ran to this house, an elderly couple asked us in
nick stayed there to get dry
but i went to the pub around the corner, still dripping wet, because it looked familiar
then i'm like, "mel's been here!..wait...she's not far, just around the corner"
so i hurried back to get nick and go see mel...
but then i woke up...
'twas very strange indeed
i didn't get to see you mel!
sigh, i'm missing you.
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| miss you mel |
[14 May 2005|04:07pm] |
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mylo - in my arms |
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I'm so glad you forgave me for being such an idiot!!!
Now. You can remember me like this...
OR
Like this...
BUT YOU CAN ONLY CHOOSE ONE...TAKE YOUR PICK.
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| let it be known - talk is cheap |
[08 May 2005|11:59am] |
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flirty |
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studio b - i see girls |
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actions speak louder than words...
(this one's for you kj)
but seeings how i'm apparently single now
i decided to go out on the town.
given the expression on my face
perhaps i didn't reasise what i was doing.
i really am working my way through those scotch boys hey...
good times...
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| I'm going on a summer holiday... |
[27 Mar 2005|09:07am] |
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well i kind of missed the whole summer holiday thing, but autumn is close enough.
so nick and i are driving to sydney today with a car full of easter eggs. i love easter....but oh so much chocolate. i've had too much chocolate already. too much, i feel sick. but it's just so good...mmmm...well as i nurse my injuries from the frantic pushing and shoving that went on during the mega easter egg hunt here at my place and gnaw away at this huge chocolate bunnies ear i hope you all had a great easter...
by the way i won the easter egg hunt...two eggs more than heath and twice as many as jess. whoot.
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| what the hell is wrong with me... |
[19 Mar 2005|12:04am] |
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mgf - just b'coz |
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so now that i'm done wallowing in my own self pitty, i'm going to take control of my life and listen to the words of a wise man:
"do not ever act like ure helpless and things are happening to u that u cant control. u are a powerful girl and u control every part of your life. sometimes u just choose not to.. and thats where u trick ureself and feel helpless and get down"
so for starters i quit sumo, had enough, gonna find something better, that'll make me much happier.
really gonna get my ass into gear at uni.
stop getting frustrated with inanimate objects.
and i'm just gonna live each day as it comes...
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[18 Mar 2005|12:43pm] |
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[17 Mar 2005|11:28am] |
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so guess came into sumo the other day and said they applied for a job: juz
for all those who don't know, her and shanelle made up this story that nick was sending them messages saying he wanted to have sex with shanelle and whatever.
now maybe it's just me but going out with a guy for 2 months then being utterly obsessed with him, and i guess trying to break him up with his girlfriend of over a year through stupid lies, is really sad.
i'm glad i trusted nick...who said i was insecure?
so now that he erased them from his life, they send a message apologizing for what they did, expecting to make it all better. i don't think so.
so anyway, juz has the audacity to come up to me asking whats happening with the job, then say sorry for all the shit she and shanelle caused. fuck why can't they leave us alone. man i was so angry i could have punched her.
there's one application i never want to see again, but hey if she did work there i'd be her boss. ha.
i'd be glad if they fell into a black hole somewhere and never returned.
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| photo's coming soon |
[16 Mar 2005|11:45am] |
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my head kinda hurts from the severe lack of sleep i've been having, or rather not having
and the alcoholic beverages which found their way into my system over night,
thank you jean,
i won limbo, i am so great.
working heaps and going out to a few uni night,
then i'm off to new zealand with my boy for a bit
i am so in love with him its sickening
...don't miss me too much.
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| i'm bored and am forced to entertain myself by writing meaningless crap |
[09 Mar 2005|11:41am] |
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none - i'm in the library |
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Well now that uni's back and everyone's settled in...oh wait i forgot, no one's going to uni this semester. They're off trekking around the world, in Barwon Heads, raking in the money doing a hundred hours a week or graveyard shifts (haha) and just chillin.
I have so much homework!
At least there's this hot German guy in my buyer behaviour tut., an awesome lecturer and i found this friend from first year arts again whose actually in corp. law & trust with me, little leigh, skevies boy. Don't hate him.
Well i'd better get back to work, my future awaits...
So for the moment remember that by raising your legs slowly and lying on your back, you can't sink in quicksand.
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| life is just life, i need to live more |
[02 Mar 2005|08:24pm] |
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maroon 5 - she will be loved |
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deep inside i wanna cry.
i wish so much that i could remember my dad
love him like i know i used to
but now all that i know makes me cry,
i'll go riding on the horses
and if i fall he'll pick me up.
i know i'm stronger than that though
i can look after myself
or at least i'll just keep fooling myself.
i need reassurance so much
i need to be told what i already know (i love you)
i can't stand rejection
i want to live an amazing life
and i want to be myself
nick's the only one who see's the real me.
poor boy.
from the tears and tantrums
love and affection
envy
lust
pride
ignorance
anger
love.
if this is a dream, i never want to wake up.
he keeps me going
(and holds me back)
i need my friends. all of you.
i miss mel.
i miss school
but uni's ok, why can't i apply myself?
i really love going to the gym
it's just the self motivation which is my let down
the peole at sumo are great
the works terrible.
i need to live more, have fun, be happy more
i just want to drop everything and go away.
nick have you made up your mind yet?
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| red vs blue |
[23 Feb 2005|06:21pm] |
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living end - who's gonna save us? |
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- does anyone know why i have gathered you here today?
- the war's over and we're going home?
- that's exactly it, the war's over we won, it turns out you're the big hero and we're holding a parade in you're honour. i get to drive the float and simmons here is in charge of confetti.
- i'm no stranger to sarcasm sir...
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[22 Feb 2005|05:39pm] |
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the dandy warhols - we used to be friends |
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 ...give it up for the wonderful work of the POWERPUFF GIRLS
They're here to save the day,
but don't let their sweet and innocent looks
hide their violent, crazy nature,
these girls are much like me in that sense.
They look so little, but they sure pack a punch.
Watch out boys.
*** * mind you SUPER TED will always be a hero in my eyes..i love you ted
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[18 Feb 2005|05:01pm] |
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lethargic |
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phantom of the opera - think of me |
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i need a new job.
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| why do i have to be the horny bitch. |
[15 Feb 2005|07:13pm] |
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sadly none...i need help with technology |
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man...i think tere's something wrong with me...or nick, i cant work out which one of us is the freak, i can't help it, he make's me want it...then he denies me. bastard.
isn't it funny how we got together through the work of a drunken night at the hawthorn and a not so subtle purchase of a pack of condoms by mel...
...oh well, at least it's clear which path we've gone down.
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